Dear Yazid,

A year ago I posted a picture of what I wrote in Arabic, saying 'maktub'. And a year after, I'm getting married to the man who posted this same phrase on the same month as I posted it. And I guess it's no coincidence at all. We never met, but we were praying fr each other: 'whoever u are, know that my heart is not for anyone, but you.' And then we appeared to each other's life. And right when it happened, Allah gave us the strong instinct that we might be fated for one another. Because, we told each other that there won't be any hesitation and none of us do question about our fate. When we fall fr one another, I istighfar. I've prayed to only open up my heart fr my future Husband, and my love just keeps growing more for him. And then I told myself, 'maybe he is my future Husband.' So, within weeks, we decided to get our nikah, soon, just like how those pious men and women done before us. We love each other fr the sake of Allah, so it will be in a way that pleases us, and more importantly, pleases Him. Throughout the planning, we will explore the world, and we will explore each other. Each step we take on our journey, will be a step closer to each other's heart. Though we never went thrgh being in a rs state, we will still have our dates like how bf/gf do, and I'm sure it'll be even more exciting if it's with my fiancé and future husband. We'll visit the places we've never been, and have a bucket list of things to do throughout our journey. Everyday will start with a smile, and every night will end with a kiss. Maybe people won't understand this, maybe they'll think it's silly. They won't understand that I need my love for you to be halal, I need it to be so good that I'm proud of how I love you. When I fall in love w you, expect it to happen aft marriage. We will pray for Him to fill our hearts w constant love and sincerity fr each other. Whatever we do, it will be done in the name of God, n whatever we do will be to make us better, together, in Sha Allah. We will remind each other to pray each day. You will wake me up fr Fajr before u go to work, and I will wake u up frm ur nap fr maghrib aft I come back home frm work. When I make breakfast, you'll know that I love when you come up behind me, and put your arms around me, and tell me good morning with a gentle kiss on my cheek. You'll be good to my parents, and my Sister and brothers will love u. They'll look at you, and then look at me, and say, Ma Sha Allah. When I fall in love with you, and you fall in love with me, I hope you know what you're getting yourself into. I'll be good to you, I'll do everything I know how to do just to make you happy. But I expect the same and nothing less. And when I fall in love you, you must know the rules of how serious I am with you.